Thursday, September 21, 2006

going through the motions

Just having a loser moment here. Don't mind me.

Every single day
The same arrangement
I go out and fight the fight
Still I always feel
This strange estrangement
Nothing here is real
Nothing here is right

I’ve been making shows of trading blows
Just hoping no one knows
That I’ve been
Going through the motions
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart

I was always brave
And kind of righteous
Now I find I’m wavering
I don’t want to be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I can’t even see if this is really me
And I just want to be
Alive

Will I stay this way forever
Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor?


-Joss Whedon, BTVS

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